I want to write more here but right now I can't. It just keeps falling off my list. For the first week or so when my brain was too excited to process everything it was a good place to process my little extra feelings but I feel like I need to use my time for things that pay or might pay, and also, if I can, to wring what exra little feelings I have into pieces that pay. It sucks because I think that I will actually be a better writer if I take the time to do little creative things like this or work on my novel.

Somebody asked me this week to sum up what I want to do in a sentence and I just couldn't. I don't feel like I know what I'm doing well enough yet. I want to just make enough money the next few weeks to feel like I can do this, and also ideally figure out how to manage my time and ideas.

Well there you go. That was one sentence, and this is one blog post.